I found this lovely artwork whilst perusing the internet. Kabuki peruses frequently when attempting to stave off a minor/major depression. While not usually successfull, it can still be enlightening. This particular piece speaks to kabuki, the more kabuki looks - the more kabuki sees. This is sooo not true in other areas of kabuki's half-lived life. The eight years lost inside my illness will haunt kabuki forever. Was that the time kabuki was supposed to learn how to manage finances? Did my beloved come & go while kabuki lay in a percocet twilight? Having accomplished so very much, what else might have been? It is a 'road not chosen' reflection, even thought that road was not available. Is kabuki crying over milk that not was not spilt, because the cow did not exist? Such existenstial wonderings may well whisper 'nut case'. More likely it means kabuki is broke, lonely, bored, hungry and lost. It also usually foretells of the coming full moon. And unfortunately for so manyof you, curious readers, it also brings out kabuki's keen desire to leave a legacy. A mark, a stain, a google, maybe even a scandalous wikipedia entry. The combination of angst and flight propels kabuki to jump off the roof, but only if kabuki can land in a pond of pistachio pudding. If kabuki does not replace his lost make-up and assorted photo props soon, kabuki would like several people to slap him. Form a line, we will raffle off the tickets. MeaNwhiLe - where is the sad clown we so love to admire - nay, adore even. Oh, he is lurking in the shadows, singing sad songs and trying to discover the next frozen drink trend. Sail on into the night dear kabuki, because if all else fails you have enough love trapped inside to sustain you throught lifes' solitary back alleys. I think.